A bubble gum

So rough with this day..

Oah ya,,
Hari ini tidak sedikit banyak hal yg terjadi. Nothing changed
I'm still in a low condition..
Tetap menyiksa diri hanya untuk belajar melupakan hal yg telah terjadi..
Kemungkinan untuk bisa lolos dari situasi itu rasanya 1:10
Tetap memaksakan diri, menjalani hari-hari yg penuh lirih

Hey, apa kabar yg disana?
Aku hampir lupa bagaimana suara mu
Apakah harus seperti ini?
Apa yg sedang kamu fikirkan saat ini? Terlepas? Bebas? Lega atas beban fikiran yg selama ini menganggumu?
Aku tidak tahu menahu mengenai hari-hari mu yg akhir-akhir ini kamu lalui.
Yang pastinya kamu masih bisa tersenyum :)
Berbeda dengan kehidupanku yg keterbalikan.

Outlaw relationship...
How can it be? I love to be..
I did wrong, too many mistakes that I always forced

Fate, faith and now I'm fall
Yelling in my badroom, every night and once I doing those things, it became a rain
I still didn't expect about what happened to me right now..
Perhaps that's just a dream and I wake up from that nightmares
But I still can't accept this reality..

So cold, I need a hug, I need an attention.
Can you hear me? Just hello from the other side
I'm an opposite.
I really loved you..
I won't survive..

I'm a selfish..
How poor I am.
A medical student didn't match with a hospitality student, I know that..

Wednesday, 19.30 PM
I'm still thinking about you..
I gone wrong..

What a beautiful life

Should I hate you?

I won't .

Pankreas

22.10 PM


Stress!

25 Desember

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Begitu menderita, membenci diri sendiri, penuh penyesalan, kegelisahan & isak tangis yg tiada henti
Ah.. ya, aku memang lemah