Broken soul

  I was weak just because to find where's your love

Am I worthy or just worthless..

Believe it or not, I already set it from the start that I love you with my clearly mind and there's nothing wrong about my feelings cause I gave it all so genuinely even if we're just met for a while and so randomly but I never playing around with my feelings.

2 year's was just enough for me to chill and survive from my traumatic. 

And with you, I set everything that I was so ready to give my love again cause I trust and believe that you are the right person.

There's just a few questions..

Am I loved or just in a day dreaming:'

Value

 

You don't even say " thanks " or see the value of my feeling from it and yet you just say those word instead.

It doesn't mean I want you to appreciate me or somethin' and it's not about the price but please..

Sympathy

She's never mean to you.

Think of it...

🤡

 

Absolute

 

How lucky I am that makes saying good bye as a hardest thing.

Life causes upside down, what comes around goes around. 

It wouldn't change for what is lose that will gone.

Would be the pain can make everything feels so enough? That should be, if there's no scars that can't heal.

Someone say's that self healing could be the way to moved on from the stage of grief.

I never think that could be the way to escape from those feeling and could heal the wound it self.

Am I a loner? I just wanted a genuine things that can accept me for whatever I had.

Self-hatred

I don't know if I'm getting better or used to the pain.