Fogbound

Help me leave this all behind

It was never be the same And it's bothered me.

The farther we drift apart, the more awkward it gets

The more time goes by, the more life happens.

And we gotta be men, we got responsibilities

Plus we don't say how we feel, and I feel like this is what got us in.

I'ma wash away my sins

I'ma rinse away this dirt

I forgot to make amends

To someone I may have hurt

I better stop and say my grace

From that I pray that I don't fall.

Dunia

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       Here I am, torn into a thousand ways I know.
I've been missing a long time, I know I had to move.
I've been waiting my whole life.
Did you know I wanted you? Are you killing me slowly?
Go take your fuckin' time
I promise I won't lie if I had you one more in a once life, I'll make it out alive.
    I'm on trial, I'm not so good at hiding lonesome truths. 
You can see it on my face when I turn blue.
Is this a punishment? Oh god, I know what I'm doing in the past but why? 
I was a trial when I'm hanging on it.            
    I've tried to love what should I love and I've treated myself that well.
I want to live in this present. Like did was gone will change to here I am, I'm doing a good things and I'm going to love my self more better.

    A bitter life couldn't change into a sweetness of sugar that you put into a tea to make it sweet. but the sweetness caused by an anxiety that you had to make the taste good like your dream in the particular moment. Despaired