It's kinda worse isn't?
Know you were there, here were I am.
Wrote a nonsene clingy things like a real retarded.
Just say it, if you just already know that I'm doing this and you don't like it, just say it.
Realizing that I'm full of a freakin act, there might be you tried to stay away cause you don't want to take any risk by knowing me like this.
I already put my life in this thoughts.
I'm just gonna end this.
So sorry, whoever you read this I feel sorry.
Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou :')
Rejected.
Someone said " follow your heart " . I did and I got broken.
Silence bounced, fell off my tongue and clogged my throat. It slaughtered my trust, it tore cigarettes out of my mouth.
I tried to exchanged blind words and I did not cry,
I did not beg but blackness filled my ears, lunged in my heart and something that had been good a sort of kindly oxygen turned into a gas oven.
No need to play the game but seriously, I want something genuine if I should struggling my self.
I'm not gonna leave, I'll just put my feelings towards to you behind the back door without you noticing it.
I love you, you're just the only one who can understand the full of me. I better start to say my grace for praying that I won't fall again, cause there would be no one like you do.
