Bee Stings

                                  アイネクライネ

I'm truly happy to have

met you,

But everything seemed full of sadness like usual

Now the painfully happy memories

Stroll as they rear the farewells that will someday come

Then, I'd want to become a stone instead of

Snatching someone's place and living in their stead

If that's the case there wouldn't be any misunderstanding or confusion

And you'll go on like that without noticing

Even though I want to tell you all of my thoughts,

I lie saying that there are secrets that can't be told to anyone

I'm such a coward, way more than you think

Why...

Then if you lose your place and wander around,

I'd want someone to become a substitute for you

Modestly pretending to really not see it,

We'll definitely repeat it as we laugh together

No matter how many times I swear, no matter how many times I pray, I get these miserable dreams

Where a small distortion eventually engulfs and consumes you completely

I'm so horribly unworthy, way more than you think

I don't know why...

Please, I wish that the nights where we can't ever overcome them are defeated,

And the days where our hands are linked go on

Radiantly coloring even closed eyelids,

I wonder what I can do for that?

I wonder if I call out your name again and you looking back at me in the same time

In that moment when I was lost,

I cried out, " I want to disappear "

After that I was always searching

For you who I'll meet in time

If there's lasting sadness and torn seams with you

With how happy I am I can laugh and say " that's all fine "

Everything in front of my eyes blur and melt away

A flood of miracles just isn't enough

Since you called out my name

I wonder if I call out your name again..

Stuck in the moment.

Help me..

A number 29 doesn't match for 19

Ily, can't stop, can't move on:')